{"id":109101,"date":"2024-10-29T12:33:21","date_gmt":"2024-10-29T11:33:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kosovotwopointzero.com\/for-my-nani\/"},"modified":"2024-11-05T09:57:44","modified_gmt":"2024-11-05T08:57:44","slug":"mojoj-nani-diki","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/mojoj-nani-diki\/","title":{"rendered":"Mojoj nani, Diki"},"content":{"rendered":"\t\t<div data-elementor-type=\"wp-post\" data-elementor-id=\"109101\" class=\"elementor elementor-109101 elementor-108969\" data-elementor-post-type=\"post\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-c5c4eb4 elementor-section-full_width elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"c5c4eb4\" data-element_type=\"section\" data-settings=\"{&quot;background_background&quot;:&quot;classic&quot;}\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-background-overlay\"><\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-no\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-a8b1a2c\" data-id=\"a8b1a2c\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-83083fd elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"83083fd\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img width=\"1080\" height=\"383\" src=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/05\/K2.0-BLACK-LOGO.png\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-101429\" alt=\"Llogo e Kosovo 2.0. Butoni p\u00ebr tu kthyer n\u00eb faqen kryesore.\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/05\/K2.0-BLACK-LOGO.png 1080w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/05\/K2.0-BLACK-LOGO-300x106.png 300w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/05\/K2.0-BLACK-LOGO-1024x363.png 1024w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/05\/K2.0-BLACK-LOGO-768x272.png 768w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/05\/K2.0-BLACK-LOGO-326x116.png 326w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1080px) 100vw, 1080px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-59f1649 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"59f1649\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-2bc2adc\" data-id=\"2bc2adc\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-73228a0 elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"73228a0\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<h1 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Mojoj nani, Diki <\/h1>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-38cf6ec elementor-widget elementor-widget-heading\" data-id=\"38cf6ec\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"heading.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<h2 class=\"elementor-heading-title elementor-size-default\">Ovaj tekst je posve\u0107en se\u0107anju na baku i mnoge druge Bosanke koje su umrle u \u201ctu\u0111ini\u201d.<\/h2>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-feee3d6 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"feee3d6\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figure class=\"wp-caption\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img width=\"1920\" height=\"1080\" src=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-Grandmothers-Story_Feature-Image-2.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-109107\" alt=\"Kola\u017e od pet starih fotografija.\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-Grandmothers-Story_Feature-Image-2.jpg 1920w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-Grandmothers-Story_Feature-Image-2-300x169.jpg 300w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-Grandmothers-Story_Feature-Image-2-1024x576.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-Grandmothers-Story_Feature-Image-2-768x432.jpg 768w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-Grandmothers-Story_Feature-Image-2-1536x864.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-Grandmothers-Story_Feature-Image-2-326x183.jpg 326w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1920px) 100vw, 1920px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figcaption class=\"widget-image-caption wp-caption-text\">Fotografija: Arhiv porodice Zaskoku.<\/figcaption>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/figure>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section 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data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\"><div class=\"elementor-widget-container\"><p><em><b>Ispod mo\u017eete prona\u0107i verziju \u010dlanka sa glasovnim \u010ditanjem.<\/b><\/em><\/p><\/div><\/div>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-1d2bc8a elementor-widget elementor-widget-wp-widget-media_audio\" data-id=\"1d2bc8a\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"wp-widget-media_audio.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t<!--[if lt IE 9]><script>document.createElement('audio');<\/script><![endif]-->\n<audio class=\"wp-audio-shortcode\" id=\"audio-109101-1\" preload=\"none\" style=\"width: 100%;\" controls=\"controls\" target=\"_blank\"><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Donika-Gashi-Narrated-in-Serbian.mp3?_=1\" \/><source type=\"audio\/mpeg\" src=\"https:\/\/kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Donika-Gashi-Narrated-in-Serbian.mp3?_=1\" \/><a href=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Donika-Gashi-Narrated-in-Serbian.mp3\" target=\"_blank\">https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Donika-Gashi-Narrated-in-Serbian.mp3<\/a><\/audio>\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-d6520e7 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"d6520e7\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-4320bcc\" data-id=\"4320bcc\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-0d5cbb3 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"0d5cbb3\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Kada razmi\u0161ljam o svom sre\u0107nom mestu, uvek mislim na samo jedno. To nije pla\u017ea, nije planina, nije ku\u0107a mojih roditelja niti neko drugo prelepo mesto koje sam imala sre\u0107u da posetim. Kada \u017eelim da se smirim, zami\u0161ljam ku\u0107u svoje nane, bake sa maj\u010dine strane. Za mene je ta ku\u0107a, koja sada postoji samo u mojim se\u0107anjima, bila jedino mesto gde sam pronalazila mir u trenucima stresa.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nana Dikica, koju su od milja zvali Dika, zajedno sa mojim dedom Rexhepom Zaskokuom, sagradila je prizemnu ku\u0107u po\u010detkom 60-ih godina u jednom naselju u Uro\u0161evcu. Ku\u0107a je izgledala tipi\u010dno za pro\u0161li vek. Imala je tri stepenika na ulazu, balkon s leve strane, vrata na desnoj, \u0161iroki hodnik, dve spava\u0107e sobe, dnevnu sobu i kupatilo. Iako je imala dve spava\u0107e sobe, uvek smo spavali u dnevnoj sobi. To je bilo zbog hladnih zimskih meseci i mogu\u0107nosti grejanja samo te prostorije. Ono \u0161to sam najvi\u0161e volela, osim ku\u0107e, bilo je dvori\u0161te.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Kod nane je bilo mnogo drve\u0107a. Imala je orah, le\u0161nik, kajsiju, jabuku, a iznad svega mnogo cve\u0107a. Nasuprot balkona, nalazilo se cve\u0107e koje sam najvi\u0161e volela. Svakog prole\u0107a je cvetalo i imalo je ru\u017ei\u010dastu boju i oblik srca. Nigde jo\u0161 nisam videla tako cve\u0107e. Taj cvet nana je donela iz svog rodnog mesta, \u010cajni\u010da u Bosni i Hercegovini.<\/span><\/p><p><b>Pri\u010da o nani, \u017eeni koja je donela ru\u017ei\u010dasto cve\u0107e<\/b><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Dika je ro\u0111ena 8. maja 1940. godine i bila je prvo dete u porodici D\u017eambegovi\u0107. Posle nje su se rodile i \u0160efika, Nura, Sebahata i Kemali. Nana je detinjstvo provela u ovom malom gradu okru\u017eenom planinama, kao i u Sarajevu, glavnom gradu kulture sa mnogo mostova.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Pored bliske porodice, imala je mnogo ro\u0111aka koji su svi \u017eiveli u ovom malom mestu koje se nalazi oko 90 km od Sarajeva. U to vreme, nana je imala dobre ekonomske uslove. Njen otac bio je trgovac i tokom njenog odrastanja brinuo se da ona i njene sestre imaju najposebnije materijale za ode\u0107u. Materijale je nabavljao u Damasku u Siriji, koji je u to vreme bio poznat po lepim tkaninama. Od malena je bila u kontaktu sa lepotom i modom, a me\u0111u njenim strastima su bile i ode\u0107a i parfemi. \u010cak se i moje poslednje se\u0107anje na nju vezuje za parfeme. Dok je jedva govorila, zamolila me je da joj stavim malo parfema.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-ef1f91d elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"ef1f91d\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-3930b1b\" data-id=\"3930b1b\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-9ebdfa9 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"9ebdfa9\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figure class=\"wp-caption\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img width=\"1198\" height=\"1750\" src=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_001-2.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-109110\" alt=\"Slika prikazuje crno-belu fotografiju \u017eene koja stoji napolju. Ona nosi tamnu haljinu i nao\u010dare za sunce, a kosa joj je stilizovana u kratke talase. \u017dena se sme\u0161i i podigla je jednu ruku dodiruju\u0107i grane drveta pored sebe. U pozadini se vide brda i nekoliko zgrada, \u0161to sugeri\u0161e ruralno ili prigradsko okru\u017eenje.\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_001-2.jpg 1198w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_001-2-205x300.jpg 205w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_001-2-701x1024.jpg 701w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_001-2-768x1122.jpg 768w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_001-2-1052x1536.jpg 1052w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_001-2-326x476.jpg 326w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1198px) 100vw, 1198px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figcaption class=\"widget-image-caption wp-caption-text\">Dika u svojim mla\u0111im danima, 1961. ili 1962. godine. Fotografija: Arhiv porodice Zaskoku.<\/figcaption>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/figure>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-f63c29a elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"f63c29a\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-ecb7974\" data-id=\"ecb7974\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-3fb7fe4 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"3fb7fe4\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nana je bila opsednuta da se obla\u010di \u201cna svoj na\u010din\u201d, a se\u0107am se da sam kao dete, izme\u0111u 2000. i 2005. godine, i\u0161la s njom kod kroja\u010da i uvek je pronalazila ne\u0161to \u0161to joj se nije svi\u0111alo. \u201cTe\u0161ko je raditi s tobom, Dika. Nikada ti se ne svi\u0111a ono \u0161to sam napravio,\u201d uvek joj je govorio jedan poznati kroja\u010d iz Uro\u0161evca. \u010cak i kada bi na\u0161la ne\u0161to \u0161to joj se svidelo u nekoj prodavnici (\u0161to se retko de\u0161avalo), uvek je pazila da kupi dva identi\u010dna komada. Na primer, dve bluze iste boje, dva para istih nao\u010dara, dva para istih pantalona. Imala je neku vrstu opsesije da, ako se jedan komad pokvari, ima drugi.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Kada se prise\u0107ala svog detinjstva, nana je sebe opisivala kao dete koje je uvek i\u0161lo protiv struje, protiv autoriteta. \u010cesto je pri\u010dala o trenutku kada je nakon zavr\u0161ene \u010detvrte godine, njen otac insistirao da napusti \u0161kolu, govore\u0107i joj da \u201csamo kurve idu u \u0161kolu\u201d. Ipak, nana se odupirala do te mere da je njen otac bio primoran da popusti. Sada kada se setim, nana nikada nije govorila o terminima iz feministi\u010dkog re\u010dnika, pa \u010dak nije ni razumela da su njeni postupci bili feministi\u010dki i da su bili od velikog zna\u010daja \u2014 a opet, ta njena upornost bila je dokaz da niko, pa ni njen otac, nije imao pravo da odlu\u010duje o njenom \u017eivotnom putu.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Zahvaljuju\u0107i njenoj upornosti oko obrazovanja, njene tri sestre su imale priliku da nastave \u0161kolovanje. A za nanu, \u017eivot je imao ne\u0161to drugo u planu.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-af8af9c elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"af8af9c\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-5c73435\" data-id=\"5c73435\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-cdf13ab elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"cdf13ab\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figure class=\"wp-caption\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img width=\"1327\" height=\"1599\" src=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_007-2.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-109113\" alt=\"Slika prikazuje staru fotografiju jedne porodice u sepija tonu. Fotografija je izlizana i ima vidljive nabore i pocepani deo na vrhu. Prikazuje pet osoba: jednog mu\u0161karca, jednu \u017eenu i troje dece. Mu\u0161karac nosi kapu i nao\u010dare, dok \u017eena stoji iza njega. Deca su postavljena ispred odraslih, s jednim detetom koje sedi u krilu \u017eene. Fotografija se nalazi na ru\u017ei\u010dastoj teksturiranoj povr\u0161ini, verovatno tkanini ili papiru.\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_007-2.jpg 1327w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_007-2-249x300.jpg 249w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_007-2-850x1024.jpg 850w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_007-2-768x925.jpg 768w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_007-2-1275x1536.jpg 1275w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_007-2-326x393.jpg 326w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1327px) 100vw, 1327px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figcaption class=\"widget-image-caption wp-caption-text\">Dika sa roditeljima i dve sestre. Fotografija: Arhiv porodice Zaskoku.<\/figcaption>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/figure>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-ca97ef8 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"ca97ef8\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-676cbaf\" data-id=\"676cbaf\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-ba733a2 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"ba733a2\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><b>Brak na Kosovu<\/b><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Godine 1956., nana je imala samo 16 godina kada se udala za mu\u0161karca koga je poznavala samo kratko vreme, a zatim se preselila u mesto gde nije poznavala ni obi\u010daje ni tradiciju. Deda je imao bliske veze sa Bosnom. Njegova majka, Emina, koja je na\u017ealost umrla prilikom njegovog ro\u0111enja, bila je iz Mostara. Zbog toga je deda \u010desto obilazio porodicu svoje majke. Nana je govorila da joj se deda, Rexha, odmah dopao. \u201cBio je visok, sa plavim o\u010dima i kovrd\u017eavom kosom. I govorio je bosanski kao albanski,\u201d pri\u010dala je ona. Deda, koga smo zvali babo Rexha, bio je mnogo mirniji od nje. Malo je govorio i vi\u0161e je voleo da igra \u0161ah gotovo ceo dan. Kako nisam imala sre\u0107u da provedem mnogo vremena s njim, po\u0161to je preminuo 1998. godine, moje se\u0107anje na njega uvek se vezuje za \u0161ahovsku igru. On, njegovi drugovi Samija i Milazim, i \u0161ah pod drve\u0107em u Uro\u0161evcu \u2014 to je slika koja mi pada na pamet kada me pitaju za babu Rexhu.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Kada su se babo Rexha i nana ven\u010dali, ona skoro nije znala ni\u0161ta o Kosovu. Osim toga, nije bila dobra u geografiji. Govorila mi je da je u \u0161koli najvi\u0161e mrzela geografiju i se\u0107ala se kako je, kada bi je u\u010diteljica postavila pred mapu da pomo\u0107u \u0161tapa prona\u0111e dr\u017eave, uvek dobijala lo\u0161e ocene. Situacija na Kosovu nije bila izuzetak, iako su bili pod istom federacijom.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-ea1b53d elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"ea1b53d\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-bd5233c\" data-id=\"bd5233c\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-cd2971d elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"cd2971d\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figure class=\"wp-caption\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img width=\"1406\" height=\"1956\" src=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_008-2.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-109116\" alt=\"Ovo je crno-bela fotografija jedne porodi\u010dne grupe. Na slici je sedam osoba, koje stoje ispred ku\u0107e sa krovom od crepa i nekim rastinjem u pozadini. U zadnjem redu nalaze se tri odrasle osobe. Levo je mu\u0161karac sa kratkom kosom, obu\u010den u svetlu ko\u0161ulju i pantalone. U sredini je \u017eena sa tamnom kosom, obu\u010dena u svetlu bluzu. Desno je jo\u0161 jedan mu\u0161karac sa kratkom kosom, obu\u010den u svetlu ko\u0161ulju i kravatu. U prednjem redu nalazi se \u010detvoro dece. Levo je devoj\u010dica sa kratkom kosom, obu\u010dena u haljinu sa \u0161arama, kragnom i dugmadima. Pored nje je druga devoj\u010dica sa nao\u010darima i sli\u010dnom haljinom. Desno od nje je de\u010dak sa kratkom kosom, obu\u010den u d\u017eemper i pantalone. Krajnje desno je malo dete, verovatno mali\u0161an od 2-3 godine, obu\u010den u svetli gornji deo i tamne kratke pantalone.\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_008-2.jpg 1406w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_008-2-216x300.jpg 216w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_008-2-736x1024.jpg 736w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_008-2-768x1068.jpg 768w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_008-2-1104x1536.jpg 1104w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_008-2-326x454.jpg 326w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 1406px) 100vw, 1406px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figcaption class=\"widget-image-caption wp-caption-text\">Dika sa Rexhom i petoro dece, negde oko 1974. godine. Fotografija: Arhiv porodice Zaskoku.<\/figcaption>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/figure>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-fcc6d0e elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"fcc6d0e\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-3fee72f\" data-id=\"3fee72f\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-7f82797 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"7f82797\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">O geografiji nije imala pojma, ali je jezik bila druga pri\u010da. Da bi se \u0161to br\u017ee prilagodila zemlji, nau\u010dila je albanski jezik u roku od godinu dana. Po\u0161to je deda bio u\u010ditelj po profesiji, uzeo je sebi zadatak da je nau\u010di jeziku i uspeo je u tome.\u00a0<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nana je jezik nau\u010dila iz jo\u0161 jednog razloga. Deda ju je prvo poslao u njegovo rodno selo Rubovac kod Lipljana, i svekrva (druga \u017eena dedinog oca) joj je rekla da sada treba da ugosti goste. U prvim danima, slu\u017eila je \u010daj, a \u017eene u kuhinji rekle su joj da se na albanskom \u201cizvolite, prijatno\u201d ka\u017ee \u201cizvolite izmet\u201d, te je ona to ponavljala tokom slu\u017eenja \u010daja. \u201cSvi gosti su mi se smejali, pa sam samo ostavila \u010daj na sto i otr\u010dala uplakana,\u201d pri\u010dala mi je.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Od tog dana je odlu\u010dila da \u0107e nau\u010diti albanski, \u010dak i kako se pi\u0161e i \u010dita. I to je i uradila. U roku od jedne godine, nana je nau\u010dila da te\u010dno govori, \u010dita i pi\u0161e na albanskom, iako je imala naglasak koji je otkrivao da albanski nije njen maternji jezik.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Imala je suptilan humor i karakteristi\u010dan bosanski duh, iako je stalno govorila na albanskom, ponekad se de\u0161avalo da neka re\u010d izazove sme\u0161ne nesporazume. Na primer, jednom je mog dedu nazvao njegov kolega na ku\u0107ni telefon, a nana se javila. Rekao joj je: \u201cReci molim te Rexhi da \u0107u do\u0107i po njega ko\u010dijama.\u201d Ne razumevaju\u0107i re\u010d \u201cko\u010dije\u201d, pogre\u0161no je shvatila i pomislila da je to ne\u0161to uvredljivo, pa je rekla dedi: \u201cTog tvog druga ne \u017eelim vi\u0161e da vidim u ku\u0107i.\u201d Od tog dana, svi Bo\u0161njaci koji govore albanski su mi \u201cslaba ta\u010dka\u201d i podse\u0107aju me na nju.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nana je bila ro\u0111ena pripoveda\u010dica. Njene pri\u010de su za mene bile mnogo zanimljivije od bajki o kraljevima i kraljicama.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nana je uvek pri\u010dala o svom rodnom mestu. Nisam razumela kako \u017eena koja je provela 50 godina u drugoj zemlji, gde je rodila petoro dece i dobila 13 unu\u010dadi, jo\u0161 uvek mo\u017ee da govori s tolikom ljubavlju o svom rodnom kraju. Pri\u010dala mi je o \u010cajni\u010du, o rekama, planinama, detinjstvu i mladosti. Kao naivna devoj\u010dica koja nije razumevala svet oko sebe, mislila sam da je Bosna deo nekog drugog kontinenta. Mo\u017eda zato \u0161to nana nije mogla da ode tamo posle rata na Kosovu. Ili, u svojoj de\u010dijoj naivnosti, govorila sam sebi istinu \u2014 da mala udaljenost izme\u0111u dr\u017eava ne zna\u010di nu\u017eno i bliskost.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nana mi je uvek govorila o svoje tri sestre, dok o bratu Kemalu skoro uop\u0161te nije pri\u010dala. Molila sam je da mi ispri\u010da vi\u0161e o njemu, ali je uvek nalazila na\u010dine da izbegne to pitanje. Tako\u0111e mi je govorila kako joj nedostaje da pri\u010da na svom maternjem jeziku, iako su sva njena deca znala bosanski, me\u0111usobno su ipak uvek govorila na albanskom, uklju\u010duju\u0107i i nanu. Nana mi je \u010desto ponavljala da se, kada govori jezik svoje majke, ose\u0107a kao svoja i da joj to nedostaje. \u201cRazmi\u0161ljam i sanjam na svom jeziku,\u201d govorila bi mi stalno.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-414f934 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"414f934\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-208ecdb\" data-id=\"208ecdb\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-3b0fda8 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"3b0fda8\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figure class=\"wp-caption\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img width=\"709\" height=\"1095\" src=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_005-2.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-109119\" alt=\"Slika prikazuje fotografiju dvojice mu\u0161karaca. Mu\u0161karac sa leve strane sedi i deluje starije, sa sedom kosom, nose\u0107i svetli sako preko tamnog d\u017eempera i svetle ko\u0161ulje. Mu\u0161karac sa desne strane stoji, sa rukom naslonjenom na rame mu\u0161karca koji sedi. Ima kratku sedu kosu i nosi svetli sako preko svetle ko\u0161ulje. Pozadina fotografije je \u010dvrsto plave boje.\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_005-2.jpg 709w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_005-2-194x300.jpg 194w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_005-2-663x1024.jpg 663w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_005-2-326x503.jpg 326w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 709px) 100vw, 709px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figcaption class=\"widget-image-caption wp-caption-text\">Dikin suprug Rexha sa njenim ocem. Fotografija: Arhiv porodice Zaskoku.<\/figcaption>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/figure>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-f2eb7ef elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"f2eb7ef\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-94a07d7\" data-id=\"94a07d7\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-032b54c elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"032b54c\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nana jo\u0161 od ne\u0161to malo pre rata od 1992. do 1995. godine u Bosni i Hercegovini vi\u0161e nikad nije posetila svoju Bosnu. Posete pre tog perioda bile su na godi\u0161njem nivou. Svako leto su provodili tamo. Deda je imao auto i u ve\u0107ini slu\u010dajeva bi sa sobom poveli troje od petoro dece. Za nanu i moju majku, ta letovanja su bila najlep\u0161a u njihovim \u017eivotima, ali se sve promenilo kada je izbio rat u Bosni.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Da bi izbegli rat, njen otac, Kemalova supruga Hadija i njihove tri \u0107erke, \u0160efika, Sebahata sa svojom \u0107erkom i unukom i Nura sa svojom \u0107erkom, ostali su na Kosovu. Kemal, sin i ostali mu\u0161ki \u010dlanovi porodice nisu. Srpska vojska je, samo nekoliko nedelja nakon po\u010detka rata, okupila sve mu\u0161karce iz \u010cajni\u010da i jedan po jedan ih strpala u kamion. Iz nanine porodice bilo je ukupno 16 mu\u0161karaca, svi mla\u0111i od 40 godina. Me\u0111u njima je bio i Nurin sin, Sebahudin, koji je imao samo 16 godina. Nura je tr\u010dala za kamionom mole\u0107i ih da oslobode njenog sina, ali su je udarili kundakom pu\u0161ke, nakon \u010dega se vi\u0161e ni\u010dega nije se\u0107ala. Odmah zatim, kamion se udaljio i nestao.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Na Kosovu su ostali do 1995. godine kada je rat zavr\u0161io, a nanina porodica se vratila u Bosnu, ali ne u rodno mesto. \u010cajni\u010de i cela ta oblast sada su, prema Dejtonskom sporazumu, pripali entitetu Republike Srpske. Niko iz preostale nanine porodice vi\u0161e nije oti\u0161ao tamo. Tako se, u decembru 1995. godine, nana oprostila od svoje porodice, ne znaju\u0107i da \u0107e to biti poslednji put da ih vidi. Samo je Sebahatu srela jo\u0161 jednom 2008. godine.<\/span><\/p><p><b>\u201cUmre\u0107u u tu\u0111ini\u201d<\/b><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">U svojim dobrim danima, nana se nadala da \u0107emo u posetu i\u0107i zajedno. Uvek mi je govorila: \u201cPokaza\u0107u ti sve mesta gde sam odrasla,\u201d a kada bi imala trenutke slabosti i tuge, govorila bi: \u201cUmre\u0107u u tu\u0111ini,\u201d a ja, ne znaju\u0107i \u0161ta da ka\u017eem, samo bih je grlila. U 2008. godini, kada je Kosovo proglasilo nezavisnost, nana je jedva \u010dekala da ode. Odmah je pripremila sve kofere i dokumenta, jer joj je neko rekao da mo\u017ee putovati. Ono \u0161to ju je spre\u010dilo bio je autobus koji je i\u0161ao za Sarajevo, a putovao preko Srbije \u2014 to ju je asociralo na pripadnike srpskih snaga. Strah od njih joj je onemogu\u0107io i da poseti grobove \u010dlanova porodice koje su upravo oni ubili.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nikada ne\u0107u zaboraviti trenutak kada je shvatila da ne mo\u017ee da ide u rodni kraj. Te no\u0107i je mnogo plakala, a retko je plakala. Nije plakala ni 2006. godine kada su na\u0161li posmrtne ostatke Kemala, Sebahudina i jo\u0161 14 mu\u0161karaca iz porodice. Izgleda da je nana uverila sebe da \u0107e smrt njih 15 postati stvarna samo ako ode do njihovog groba i uveri se svojim o\u010dima da zaista nisu \u017eivi.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-0ca08d6 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"0ca08d6\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-62950da\" data-id=\"62950da\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-35a938b elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"35a938b\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figure class=\"wp-caption\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img width=\"964\" height=\"1509\" src=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_004-2.jpg\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-109122\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_004-2.jpg 964w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_004-2-192x300.jpg 192w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_004-2-654x1024.jpg 654w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_004-2-768x1202.jpg 768w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Granmother_004-2-326x510.jpg 326w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 964px) 100vw, 964px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figcaption class=\"widget-image-caption wp-caption-text\">Dika sa svojom ro\u0111akom. Fotografija: Arhiv porodice Zaskoku.<\/figcaption>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/figure>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-62ac7c2 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"62ac7c2\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-68493a9\" data-id=\"68493a9\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-f220f9f elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"f220f9f\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Za mene je posmatrati nanu kako pla\u010de bilo veliko razo\u010daranje. U tom trenutku sru\u0161ila se iluzija koju sam imala o njoj, a koju sam stvorila nekoliko godina ranije.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Kao Bosanki, nanin \u017eivot u posleratnom Kosovu nije bio lak. Zbog visokog krvnog pritiska \u010desto je morala da ide kod lekara, i jednom smo oti\u0161le zajedno. Kada je neko od medicinskog osoblja \u010duo nanin glas i saznao njeno ime, odbio je da je primi: \u201cTi si \u0160kina (pe\u017eorativan naziv za Srpkinju), samo \u0161to la\u017ee\u0161. Nisi ti Albanka, zar ne vidi\u0161 da ne li\u010di\u0161 na Albanku,\u201d kao da fizi\u010dki izgled govori o poreklu.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nana, pogo\u0111ena tim komentarima, jedva se obuzdala da ne nasrne na njih. Njena upornost bila je izvanredna i doktori nisu imali drugog izbora osim da je prime. Tada sam imala mo\u017eda osam ili devet godina i od tog trenutka nana je postala moja junakinja.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Nijedan superheroj kojeg sam gledala na TV-u nije mogao da se meri sa njenom snagom \u2014 sve do prole\u0107a 2008. godine, kada se slomila. Te no\u0107i je plakala za rodnim mestom, detinjstvom, roditeljima koji vi\u0161e nisu \u017eivi, bratom, ne\u0107akom i 14 mu\u0161karaca iz porodice koje su ubile srpske snage, za sestrama i tri \u0107erke Kemala koje \u0107e odrasti, a da ih ona vi\u0161e nikada ne\u0107e videti. Te no\u0107i je plakala jer je shvatila da \u0107e zaista \u201cumreti u tu\u0111ini.\u201d<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">U tu\u0111ini, bez da je videla grobove \u010dlanova porodice i bez da je zagrlila sestre i ne\u0107ake koje su jo\u0161 uvek \u017eive, nana je preminula 7. februara 2010. godine. Nijedna od njenih sestara nije mogla da prisustvuje njenoj sahrani. Njena porodica jo\u0161 od tada \u017eivi u Sarajevu i nema mogu\u0107nosti da se vrati u svoje rodno mesto, \u010cajni\u010de. Njihove ku\u0107e su nakon rata zauzeli Srbi.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Posetila sam Bosnu \u010detiri godine nakon nanine smrti, zbog jednog volonterskog kampa u kojem sam u\u010destvovala. Jo\u0161 sam uvek jedina iz mamine porodice koja je posetila Bosnu. Proces dobijanja vize bio je jedan od najte\u017eih koje sam ikada do\u017eivela. Da biste dobili bosansku vizu, morate da se prijavite u Ambasadi Bosne i Hercegovine u Skoplju, gde vam tra\u017ee brdo dokumenata. Vizu vam daju na papiru po\u0161to ne priznaju paso\u0161 Kosova.<\/span><\/p><p><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Od nanine smrti 2010. godine i te moje prve posete 2014. godine, ni\u0161ta se nije promenilo.<\/span><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-f30d3a3 elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"f30d3a3\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-25 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-4005fd8\" data-id=\"4005fd8\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-9bf39c5 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"9bf39c5\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img width=\"3421\" height=\"2070\" src=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Imminent-Exile-2.png\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-109195\" alt=\"\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Imminent-Exile-2.png 3421w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Imminent-Exile-2-300x182.png 300w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Imminent-Exile-2-1024x620.png 1024w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Imminent-Exile-2-768x465.png 768w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Imminent-Exile-2-1536x929.png 1536w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Imminent-Exile-2-2048x1239.png 2048w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Imminent-Exile-2-326x197.png 326w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 3421px) 100vw, 3421px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-25 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-f21da65\" data-id=\"f21da65\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-483a204 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"483a204\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img width=\"3421\" height=\"2070\" src=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/The-story-of-Nani-2.png\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-109192\" alt=\"Devoj\u010dica svetlosme\u0111e kose stoji u \u0161kolskoj uniformi, dr\u017ee\u0107i kai\u0161eve svog ranca. U kosi ima ukosnicu u obliku ru\u017ee. Put vodi ka jednospratnoj vili, koja se smanjuje u perspektivi na desnoj strani slike. Mu\u0161karac stoji na sredini puta, sa strane, dr\u017ee\u0107i ruke na bokovima. Oboje deluju pomalo zabrinuto. Dva vojna automobila nalaze se daleko iza devoj\u010dice, idu\u0107i prema jednospratnoj vili.\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/The-story-of-Nani-2.png 3421w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/The-story-of-Nani-2-300x182.png 300w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/The-story-of-Nani-2-1024x620.png 1024w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/The-story-of-Nani-2-768x465.png 768w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/The-story-of-Nani-2-1536x929.png 1536w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/The-story-of-Nani-2-2048x1239.png 2048w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/The-story-of-Nani-2-326x197.png 326w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 3421px) 100vw, 3421px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-25 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-6b615fa\" data-id=\"6b615fa\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-279fba0 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"279fba0\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figure class=\"wp-caption\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img width=\"3421\" height=\"2070\" src=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-happy-place-2.png\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-109189\" alt=\"Mlada \u017eena sa svetlosme\u0111om kosom i ukosnicom u obliku ru\u017ee odmara bradu na prekr\u0161tenim rukama. Njen portret je u centru slike. Sa zatvorenim o\u010dima, izgleda zami\u0161ljeno i nostalgi\u010dno, dok se blago levo od nje i ispred nje nalazi sve\u0107a sa blagim svetlom. Svetlost sve\u0107e stvara senku iza devoj\u010dinih le\u0111a i na desnoj strani slike. Senka nije tamna, ve\u0107 prikazuje scenu iz njenih uspomena. Unutar zaobljenog oblika senke iza devojke, i na desnoj strani slike, dvoje dece igraju se loptom u dvori\u0161tu jednospratne vile. Devoj\u010dica je s leve strane, ra\u0161irenih ruku, dok de\u010dak s desne strane tr\u010di prema njoj s loptom. U pozadini iza njih, vila je svetle boje, a vrata su otvorena. Iz vrata i prozora dopire topla svetlost, iste boje kao svetlost sve\u0107e. Silueta \u017eene se nazire kroz prozor vile. Slika odi\u0161e ose\u0107ajem nostalgije.\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-happy-place-2.png 3421w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-happy-place-2-300x182.png 300w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-happy-place-2-1024x620.png 1024w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-happy-place-2-768x465.png 768w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-happy-place-2-1536x929.png 1536w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-happy-place-2-2048x1239.png 2048w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/My-happy-place-2-326x197.png 326w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 3421px) 100vw, 3421px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figcaption class=\"widget-image-caption wp-caption-text\"><\/figcaption>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/figure>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-25 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-19c3f46\" data-id=\"19c3f46\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-847af81 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"847af81\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figure class=\"wp-caption\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img width=\"3421\" height=\"2070\" src=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Marriage-in-Kosovo-2.png\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-109186\" alt=\"Drveni ormari\u0107 stoji u centru slike. Mali beli pokriva\u010d visi poput trougla na sredini ormari\u0107a, delimi\u010dno prekrivaju\u0107i fioke. S leva na desno, na ormari\u0107u su postavljena dva para nao\u010dara, dve bo\u010dice parfema, presavijen ljubi\u010dasti \u0161al sa linijama i ta\u010dkama, tri knjige, kutija za \u0161ah i fotografija jednog para.\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Marriage-in-Kosovo-2.png 3421w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Marriage-in-Kosovo-2-300x182.png 300w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Marriage-in-Kosovo-2-1024x620.png 1024w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Marriage-in-Kosovo-2-768x465.png 768w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Marriage-in-Kosovo-2-1536x929.png 1536w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Marriage-in-Kosovo-2-2048x1239.png 2048w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Marriage-in-Kosovo-2-326x197.png 326w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 3421px) 100vw, 3421px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<figcaption class=\"widget-image-caption wp-caption-text\">Ilustracija: Flonia Vasia.<\/figcaption>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/figure>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t<section class=\"elementor-section elementor-top-section elementor-element elementor-element-9b513cf elementor-section-boxed elementor-section-height-default elementor-section-height-default\" data-id=\"9b513cf\" data-element_type=\"section\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-container elementor-column-gap-default\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-column elementor-col-100 elementor-top-column elementor-element elementor-element-a8695be\" data-id=\"a8695be\" data-element_type=\"column\">\n\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-wrap elementor-element-populated\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-2b0e003 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"2b0e003\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><em>O autoru\/ki<\/em><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-d567a6a elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"d567a6a\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><em><span style=\"font-weight: 400;\">Donika Gashi je zavr\u0161ila studije politi\u010dkih nauka na Univerzitetu u Pri\u0161tini. Godine 2015. po\u010dela je da radi kao novinarka u informativnoj redakciji i na online portalu Klan Kosova. Od 2016. godine radi kao novinarka i producentkinja emisije &#8222;NIN,&#8220; koja se uglavnom bavi dru\u0161tvenim i kulturnim temama. Donika je stipendistkinja programa K2.0 Human Rights Journalism Fellowship (ciklus 2019).<\/span><\/em><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-c8b0086 elementor-widget elementor-widget-image\" data-id=\"c8b0086\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"image.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<img width=\"953\" height=\"953\" src=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Donika-Gashi-1.png\" class=\"attachment-full size-full wp-image-109010\" alt=\"Donika Gashi\" loading=\"lazy\" srcset=\"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Donika-Gashi-1.png 953w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Donika-Gashi-1-300x300.png 300w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Donika-Gashi-1-150x150.png 150w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Donika-Gashi-1-768x768.png 768w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Donika-Gashi-1-326x326.png 326w, https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/10\/Donika-Gashi-1-115x115.png 115w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 953px) 100vw, 953px\" \/>\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-element elementor-element-03f74a3 elementor-widget elementor-widget-text-editor\" data-id=\"03f74a3\" data-element_type=\"widget\" data-widget_type=\"text-editor.default\">\n\t\t\t\t<div class=\"elementor-widget-container\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<p><a href=\"https:\/\/kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/\" target=\"_blank\" target=\"_blank\"><em>Kliknite ovde da biste se vratili na po\u010detnu stranicu.<\/em><\/a><\/p>\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t<\/section>\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t<\/div>\n\t\t","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mojoj nani, Diki Ovaj tekst je posve\u0107en se\u0107anju na baku i mnoge druge Bosanke koje su umrle u \u201ctu\u0111ini\u201d. Fotografija:&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":571,"featured_media":108963,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"elementor_canvas","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[15],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109101"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/571"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=109101"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109101\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":109200,"href":"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/109101\/revisions\/109200"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/108963"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=109101"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=109101"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/archive.kosovotwopointzero.com\/sr\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=109101"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}